Friday, April 25, 2008
Nigel: DeadXD
I think I ought to be shot in the head, and die or smth...
U noe why?
Actually, i dont either but... i juz like...
Ok... skip that... here are like reason why i should juz deserve to die
1) Im a bad friend
2) I did not get my friends who gt me present, present.
3) Guilty of not givin suxia, Leona, Jiarong, esther presents yet!!!
4) Im a stupid and dumb person
5) Im so bad to my friends!!!!
6) I dont noe how to balance my life
7) Im a bad twin
8) I screw up my own mine
9) I cant be perfect, ok.. thats obvious but i wanna at least be average at everything right?
10) I cant even run 2.4!
11) Im such a lousy friend, and those who have me or had me as a friend i think would feel so unlucky to have or have had a friend like me...
12) I dont have self-control
13) Satan keeps destroying my life
14) Im the worst family member ever!
15) Im so bad to my brother
16) Im so rude
17) Im lousy badminton player
18) I got no stamina
19) Im juz stupid
20) I make ppl angry or sad or worst than they are feeling or anything but happy
If i do not stop now... the list will go on...
Reason is because i should be shot...
I think i dont deserve this life.. cos im such a lousy friend, twin, family member, badminton player, science monitress..... and student i guess....
Im a failure-.-
So thus, cos no matter wad i do.. i will still have this life of mine....
And only fate & god can decide my life.
So.... i have thought of a plan
Known as 'Operation Perfect'
Ok this is quite a lame name-.-
Nvm..
Anyway, i still have other operations...
Operation Villian
Operation Antartica
Operation Mojojojojo
......
Err.....
From today onways...
I shall not..
1) Hate anyone
2) Make people angry, sad or any other feelings that is bad
3) Talk about my problems, im juz gonna keep it inside of me till i die
4) Mention the 'hate' word, applies only to humans
5) Be such a bad friend
7) Do stupid things
8) Stay away from the devil
10) Make fun, gossip nor laugh at people
Let move on to the next list
FOr the other list
I shall...
I shall.....
1) Pray to God everyday, be holy (Inspired by twin)
2) Be nice to everyone
3) Not gossip
4) Not hate anyone
5) Love everyone for who who they are
My list shall STOP(:
Btw, thank twin 4 listening(:
Today my mom brought me to facial...
She say just go....
I have nver been to facial
Not counting those i've been to in Malaysia
Anyway thats besides the point,
Facial is not wad u think it is
U think its like relaxing, not pain. shiok....
BUT ITS NOT!!!
Its pain like..... owwww
Then cos u have to lie down and not move from until the person finishes, ur body feels very numb and stiff. Wow, i m nver going there ever again!!!!!!
Anyway tmr gt sports tution, gtg sleep early already
NItes(:
I finished playing my instruments at==>
5:42 AM
